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Wednesday, 16 December 2009

waiting for the xmas dinner tonight. maybe I should update my blog here..
dad came to visit us since last friday. we've been too busy to really show him around, esp dennis who's just changed his job and the work hours really suck. I'm just being too tired to really do any shopping...honestly I'd rather sleep...coz both of them snore pretty loud at night...
I missed my last medical appointment and have to wait until late dec to see the doc. I hope this time we can have ultrasound to see the baby too...dunno how big he/she's grown. We wish it was a she...but we'll still love our baby no matter what.
my life's boring, as my colleague said and i agree. home, work, school, tutoring...that's it. I dont even remember when was the last time I went shopping...my gathering with my friends now is just dinner...hmmm, sometimes think being single is more fun too. so enjoy the time when u are still single!
almost time to go. let's hope it wont be anohter half a year before I write anohter entry

Sunday, 06 December 2009

My pregnant life

been so long i haven't written anything here...just wrote a private blog about my love life. now let's talk about my pregnant life...

I'm already more than 3 mths pregnant. so amazing to know there's a tiny person growing inside you! every time when we went for an ultrasound, it's soooooooooo amusing and touching to see baby moving inside...even its heartbeats r like sound of music.

we both want girls, but last time the doc said it's 70o% boy...we were quite disappointed and still hope for the 30%. he's v excited to be a dad and it's so surprising to see him SHOP (he never shops). he even pretended to carry baby in the new baby carrier. so cute!

my feelings for having a baby is rather calm. I dont worry too much but maybe one or two times esp when I have nightmare...but I know if the baby's yours, it'll just come to this world healthily. we can't really control our fate. just sometimes, tho sounds negative, we have to let it be.

hmmmm not like many other chinese pregnant women, I still eat many things I want...taste of food's changed and so if u can find sth that u want to eat, u can't really say no...or else u have no appetite for other foods. sth strange is I actually dislike my old favourite spicy noodles, which i used to have like three times a week at least. but now...i dont even want to get close to the resturant...weird pregnant woman taste...maybe bb doesnt like it.

a couple of weeks later we may know whether it's a boy or girl...but we'll still love the baby whatever it is. we love you beee beee!

Monday, 13 July 2009

1st day back to Hamilton

back in Canada. on the way home from the airport. I could already feel the relaxing air. you can't see much on the way except nice houses and flatland. spaceous. dad and den were pricing out the houses and gave me some idea how much it costs to get a house in Canada. Yea, cheap I know that. but i just dontknow if I can get myself used to the living pace and style here. not much to do...no shopping centres close to you. you basically can't do much without a car.
woke up in the middle of the night feeling sooooo hungry. too hungry to stay asleep and so we got up at 6, had our breakfast and chitchated a bit. that's probably it. no solid plans. dad let us nap to get over the jet lag thing. i dontknow if I have it or I just feel bored...I do feel a bit tired. but such a nice day out. I dont want to waste a day here.

Thursday, 04 June 2009

Upadates

I almost forgot I"m still keeping a blog...been too long...too long...sorry for that.
Things are becoming hectic this month. our terrible landlord, who was first an angel..., asked us to leave and find another apartment in a mth, when the first 'dead' year's till mid July. Damn HER!!!! so we've been busy looking for new homes. We saw some and each of us likes particular ones. and there seem to be more coming to see...somehow I was wondering this time next year, I need to buy our home so that nobody can kick us out! DAMN HER ONCE MORE!!!!
I'm pissed off, but I hold myself together quite well. Just too many things in my mind. job hunting, home hunting, this and that. things aren't as smooth as u want it to be.
counting down! summer's here and i know life in Canada's easy and happy. so i kinda look forward to it. I just want some holidays outta HK!
Wedding pics, I've successfully lost 13lbs in the last two mths and my target's 5 more lbs to go. we'll go back to Shenzhen to take pics in late June. Hope everything's alright...to me, shenzhen sounds really scary, lots of scams and pickpockets or even robbery...I just want a safe trip. Good that Pat and my colleague Cindy's coming with us for choosing the dress. After taking pics, I can EAT A LOT HAHAHAHAHA!!!
evening school, I dont really like going to school after my work...so tiring...so much homework. dont know how I got to manage my school work years ago, but now I'm too old to handle this...
having baby? hehe, for almost a mth I thought I was pregnant...that's really a big influence to things I eat now. It was stress which delay my period, but yes, i think we should plan sth on this!

Tuesday, 07 April 2009

my career update

been ages...I havent' written here yet.
job's getting a bit busier, but more meaningful. finally seems to get myself 'recognised' in this field. so yes, i'll be librarian for at least 2 more years. for as long as I signed the contract.
diploma course for library assistants has started too...hmmm, learnt more by myself than from the course, but yes the info is somehow useful. it's good that I got to know more ppl. realized that I haven't actually made any new friends ever since i graduated from uni and ppl from work. slow to warm up i am, so are many others.